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| Well I finally got a cell phone! 221-6200, call me, beep me, if you wanna reach me | | |
| Well it is Friday night and here I am typing on xanga....................man am I cool or what! I officially have no one to hang out with so i guess I will just study and um.........................study some more | | |
| Well Its official, I'm 19 (not that anybody remembered)hahahaha. College is gonna be tough, math is insane, I already have like 15 pages of notes just for 3 days! UC116 is gay, English is gonna be alot of work, so I will be pretty occupied with school work! farewell | | |
| For some strange reason for the past few months I have'nt felt the same inside. I couldn't tell you why or exactly how I fell but its pretty ugly. I constantly question my own faith because what have I really done with my life to show God that I am worthy to live an eternity in his kingdom. Evertime I pick up my Bible I find something of use that helps me cope with my issues. I just fell so alone sometimes, even though I am never alone because God is always be my side and I have friends and family that would take a bullet for me, I can't explain why I fell this way or what I could do to make the pain go away, besides pray. Everwhere I look I see young couples so happy together and it depressess me because I fell like I will never meet the person I'm meant to be with. I know I'm young and I need to give things time to work out but I'm so sick of this feeling. | | |
| Well yesterday was pretty sad, I had to say goodbye to two of my best friends. Jake and I went up to help Nick and Rudy move in so they are officially at school. I still have another week or somthing till good ol OUZ gets underway. The only person I have left is Jake until Adam and Shane come back later in the year. I am prety much just wriitng to jake because no one else leaves me comments.
till next time | | |
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